It tells the story of my
that led to my life
saving daily hikes ....and the BIRTH of this BOOK..... in the Fall of 2023 with
6 chapters, but to keep alive I had to keep hiking through the winter of 2023
and continue through all of 2024 with many new discoveries and experiences
added to supposedly finish the book by Christimas 2024....... OPPS!
Daily new discoveries and better photos
added..... made the book more complete and inspiring all of a sudden with 9
chapters—finished on February 2, 2025,
but on converting the first 3 chapters into a printable version with page
numbers, Table of Contents and Index, it came to 258 pages that had me quickly calculating that the whole book would be over
1,000 pages with over 2,800 photos!
So, I divided it into 4
Volumes….basically 4 books.
OOPS…..again!
I’m
getting ahead of myself. This
Introduction is supposed to set the stage for all of that.
So, I realized that to do that effectively and
make heads or tails of this book I had to take the Appendix 1 from the end of
the book, and incorporate an edited version to be a key part of this
Introduction. So, here goes the new introduction with some crucial background
that all comes to a head in this set of 4 books.
MY TWO LIVES IN SPECIAL MOUNTAINOUS AREAS
I first spent 35
years living in …what I call…the Mountains of the Maya .in Guatemala beginning
in 1967 and surviving the entire
Guerrilla War, experiencing every kind of danger. And, during those years having miraculous success supporting ourselves from
our agro-commercial projects, and being a volunteer helping to educate and save
many thousands! Not bad considering it
was predicted in 1967 we’d “come
running home with our tail between our legs in six months!” From
there I returned to the U.S. in 2002 as a 67 year old “Mr.
Mom” with 5 young children to raise.
During the off
season of those years I went through many physical challenges that tried to
stop me: Some dangerous worn out body parts were removed, others rebuilt or replaced with
titanium for a total of 12 surgeries during those 16 years. But I accomplished that first goal…I
sometimes call my 2nd IMPOSSIBLE DREAM.
In 2019 I concluded my 1st IMPOSSIBLE DREAM among the Maya by writing and publishing
that adventurous long-story in a book full of beautiful color photographs of
the country some call “the land where color was invented.” The book’s title….also long as was the
history, entitled
A 50 YEAR “IMPOSSIBLE DREAM” AMONG MY PEOPLE in the MOUNTAINS OF THE MAYA.
So, my FIRST “IMPOSSIBLE DREAM” is described in this book, telling in detail the history of most of my life dedicated among Guatemala’s rural Mayans where we lived in what I call the MOUNTAINS of the MAYA.
That brings us up to…
… THE
CRITICAL YEAR 2020
Yes, I had COVID-19
early on, purposely exposing myself to get it over with and make me even
stronger.
Then came May and preparation for the High Uinta Mountains, with an auto-exploratory trip I did each year so I could report to my friends on the internet the snow conditions, passability of key roads like the Mirror Lake Scenic Byway, and when hiking and backpacking would be possible. So, on May 11, 2020 I drove up the Mirror Lake Highway, and then on my way back had the following experience.
THE WORST FALL OF MY LIFE
THAT SHOULD HAVE KILLED ME.
I’d
been behind the wheel for an hour or so and as I started up the slope I felt
very unsteady with awful
balance. I even strangely thought for
the first time in my life, “Wow,
I could use a hiking stick or trekking pole” that I had
resisted all those years as usually I had in my hands my camera, my fishing
rod, or my munchies
I continued to climb and finally got up to the flowers. But, the
uneven steep rocky slope had me lose my balance each time I tried to focus, so I sat down to get the picture.I then started down, but completely forgetting what I have advised when going up or down a steep slope—
” ALWAYS LEAN INTO
THE MOUNTAIN…because if you fall the OTHER WAY, YOU’RE MOST LIKELY DEAD!”
All of a sudden I began losing my balance–one of the first things you begin to lose as you get older. I did my darndest with my feet to keep up with my body but couldn’t do it as all was happening so quickly and suddenly I went head over heels flying downward, then somehow quite miraculously before I hit the bottom my body got twisted around in the air so I landed horizontally on my back with the shock evenly distributed the length of my body. That saved me from almost sure death. .
I laid there stunned thinking,
“There’s got to be multiple fractures somewhere–MAYBE
EVERYWHERE!”
I carefully moved one leg,
then the other. Then each arm. I raised my head just a little, and then
more. By then I was feeling warm blood on the back of my head. My
left arm shirt sleeve was soaked with blood too. I carefully sat
up, and slowly got to my feet, and first noticed I had landed on a stretch of
soft sand in the middle of a very rocky area.
I found nearby my Nikon camera
with Zoom lens that separate from me somehow had come down the steep hill with
me. It was dirty with dust and sand, but back in the car I checked it out, and
it too had survived without breaking anything.
My first thought was
gratitude to the Lord, and a bowed my head with a prayer of thanks.Too many
coincidental and lucky things happened that I had no power over—and I WAS
ALIVE!.
Then
reviewing what had happened it was clear I stupidly had violated the first rule and
NOT LEANED INTO THE MOUNTAIN.
As I began the drive home lots of things raced through my mind. I decided that as soon as I got home I’d contact my spine specialist and get an appointment to be checked out as something had to be damaged after such a horrific fall.
I then began thinking of what I describe in Appendix 5 of my Uinta book that is called the, “Anti-Aging Challenge,” and many things I have done to keep alive, primarily: taking Magnesium/Calcium and others that have saved my body from any kind of fractures.
I mention in the book Dr. Jackson saying, after
my hip replacement surgery:
“Your bones are the hardest we’ve ever seen!”
WHY? see
Appendix 5 in my High Uinta books.
THE MEDICAL CHECK-UP
Dr. Allan College, my
favorite spine specialist—you know,
the one who took his wife on their honeymoon backpacking to the Uinta’s
Red Castle area, one of the first to buy a printed two volume set of my Uintas
books, and the one who later raved about doing with his wife the:856 Mile
Auto-loop tour of the High Uinta Mountains—said he couldn’t find in the
X-rays any damage from the Fall.
Yet, I’m convinced that fall
weakened my system more than it already was.
My back problems were already
bad–having had two surgeries with titanium appliances in my lower back,
but now worse, with discs worn out and missing in my mid back, my spinal
chord being pinched in those locations, soon to get worse.. Doctors
injected something into my spine, but it did NOTHING! Consequently NO MORE BACKPACKING, JOGGING, but NOT GIVING IN YET!
By the Fall of 2020 my back problems were worse and everything was getting difficult leading to my 3rd back surgery….
but something went wrong!
CHAPTER I tells the
story of my GREATEST CHALLENGE that led to my life saving daily hikes and the birth of this book—supposedly
to be finished in the Fall of 2023 with
6 chapters. As we will see, here is an example of seeming tragedy
converted into a blessing for many. I
promise you that if you sit down and study it carefully with your children, it
will be a blessing.
Part of that “blessing” eventually was a
new Chapter 5
Celebrating our NATIONAL BIRTHDAY honored
breathtakingly in the Grove Canyon of the foothills of Mount Timpanogos with an
INSPIRING VISION of MAN'S CREATION seen here.
So, this CHAPTER 1 describes how this book evolved from my near tragic “COUP
de GRACE,” but with stubborn resolve to be useful still—I went to work and with the Lord’s help found a
way to live and BEGAN MY THIRD “IMPOSSIBLE DREAM” in one lifetime!
This book, originally with 6 chapters by the end of 2023, but I had
learned I couldn’t rest and had to do my mini-hikes in the foothills 6 days a
week resulting in the finished book
having also a new chapter 7 documenting the added year—2024—with stunning photos, the discovery of many new
beautiful plants and their usefullness, plus the outcome of a BEAUTIFUL WET SPRING, followed by 3+
months of DROUGHT and PLAGUE
and how this adversity tried to ruin almost everything, but how THE
DIVINE VISIONS of CREATION fought back with marvelous and unique
survival instincts which will fascinate you with grateful AWE!
The
original book’s chapter 6 became chapter 8, and then I added a unique chapter
to end the book with Chapter 9 describing where all the Divine
Visions of Creation came from.
So, as mentioned the 9 chapter finished book was divided into 4 volumes, starting with this Chapter 1 which I'm likely not capable of actually portraying adequately as it has been breathtaking for me to review what I went through that became
MY GREATEST CHALLENGE to NOT GIVE UP NOR GIVE IN ....WITHOUT A FEROCIOUS FIGHT!
Cheer and bless and brighten
Ev’ry passing day.
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friends, some who directly were appreciative for having shared my experience which saved their lives.
NOT GIVING UP...WITHOUT A FIGHT,
My focus was on my whole body, but with the dead leg receiving special focus, so importantly I would push hard with both legs on the cabinet at the foot of my bed, holding it, then again, and again trying to force the dead leg to wake up and do what the other leg was doing. Eventually one leg at a time....at least first trying to teach my dead right leg to stiffen so I would hopefully be able to at least stand up.
Then using my good left leg to help lift the dead or sleeping oneas well as with my hands moving it through the movementsto remind it what it was supposed to do....so I worked at forcing my dead leg to hopefully wake up and keep up with the rest of me.
In the middle of that giant struggle I had to be taken back to the clinic groaning continually with pain in a wheelchair loaned to me by my good friend Garth Norman, with Jesse, my son, pushing me.
At the clinic they were shocked exclaiming,
"That's not what was supposed to happen!"
X-rays and an MRI followed and then being wheeled again with constant pain to the hospital for an emergency surgery with my continual pain that moved me to the front of the line.....to get me out of there fast so as to not scare off the other patients.
Impossible Dreams.
After the surgery Jesse took me home and he and Nephi, another wonderful son, literally carried me into my little house (I'll show it to you below). The procedure helped a little, but I still couldn't walk, nor stand up with a pretty useless right leg.....so I persisted with greater determination doing all the things I believed would work.
But it took me more weeks of intensive exercises in bed in my tiny mobile home first achieving being able to maintain that sleeping right leg stiff so it wouldn't collapse and make possible standing up....otherwise I would immediately fall as the leg had no strength....like it was actually dead.
Then I finally got outside with walking canes Jesse got for me and then a walker my daughter Mahana brought me. She also came daily to change my bandages, bring me treats, and always a more than welcome smile.
Jesse and Nephi were incredible during those difficult weeks and months doing things I couldn't quite do for myself yet..........some disgusting tasks, but never a complaint.
NOTE: I feel I have to add something really important here. My kids were smart enough to know even at 86...going for 90, I needed to do as much as I could for myself, so they let me do all I could, even some difficult tasks, as they knew it was for my good and an important part of my recovery and survival!
Jesse went to work while I was totally shut-in building a porch at my entrance with a ramp that had a railing that has been a blessing. He, Nephi and Mahana doing unending things to help.
Marcia "Nita," my daughter, also helping with critical visits and special food I needed. The special food needed was caused by first having had Covid-19 in March 2020 that I got through fine, but then the surgeries....all upsetting my digestive and sleep systems requiring the special foods and a new life schedule and routine aimed at solving, or at least coping with, each of my bodily functions that were not normal anymore.
Challenges were always exciting for me from my childhood on as I relate in my autobiography, Part1: 0-22 years actually called simply:
THE VISION QUEST
Lamanites aided in receiving an education!"
Below we see the Valparaiso Community I organized for my people.
But, once my ordeal and challenge of becoming a cripple began, I must say that my simple tiny home has been a blessing and key element of my survival as when needing to sit up, slide down to the end of my bed to use a portable toilet Jesse got for me, stand up, get some food, or take sponge baths, and eventually a shower...no matter what... there was always something to grab onto to help pull me up, move me along, or prevent me from falling. And, having lost most
And to run where the brave dare not go
Gradually it began to work, and with my fierce independant streak I gratefully inherited from my mom and dad, I even learned to drive my car tucking the useless right leg back under my good one, and driving with my left leg.....grateful for an automatic transmission!


... an old guy with a walker on the highway that
And to love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
**********************
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This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
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"And I give unto you a commandment that you shall teach one another...... that you may be
instructed more perfectly in theory, in principle, in all things.... Of things both in
heaven and in the earth, and under the earth; things which have been, things which are,
things which must shortly come to pass; That ye may be prepared in all things."
THE PLAN
Perhaps because you're low on testosterone, don't have a long zoom
LAST COMMENTS
With that done it will likely occur to you that this whole effort
To be willing to march, march into Hell
For that Heavenly cause
And I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
Fill the World With Love
by Petula Clark.....
In the evening of my life I shall look to the sunset,
At a moment in my life when the night is due.
And the question I shall ask only God can answer.
Was I brave and strong and true?
Did I fill the world with love my whole life through?
I tried real hard & did the best I could with lots of love!
ENJOY!
LET'S GO HAVE SOME HEAVENLY FUN
APPENDIX 1
This excerpt from my website… from August 2020
CONFESSION:
I have been inactive for several months in my 85th year with three problems I’ll tell you about, but I will reshuffle the items mentioned in my post as the 3rd item actually came first, it was:
1. I had a chance to be exposed to COVID-19, and except for my back, am in better health than others my age so I decided best build up my immunity now, so….
“BRING IT ON WHILE STILL HEALTHY.”
CURATIVE LEVEL OF MY WELLNESS FORMULA,
The next day the blood pressure was solved, then had one day later with a temperature of 99.1 F, then one day at 99.9 then always normal. No body pains nor breathing problems, only daily headaches and my taste turned on end for three weeks with even my favorite foods and drinks being NASTY! But mostly my life continued normally, the normal flu–had years ago before discovering the WELLNESS FORMULA, was many times more miserable & dangerous. YOU CAN HAVE THE WELLNESS FORMULA by buying my book, it being explained in Appendix 5 in the article entitled “THE ANTI-AGING CHALLENGE,” on page 635-636, along with solutions to most problems in the 55 page article, and my survival stories sprinkled throughout the book that can SAVE YOUR LIFE!
HEALTHY WEIGHT — EXERCISE —
BE AT PEACE
STUDY MY “ANTI-AGE CHALLENGE” IN APPENDIX 5,
plus
Chapter 5: “LIGHTWEIGHT, JOYFUL & SAFE BACKPACKING”
2. On May 11th on an exploratory trip to be able to report to you the accessibility conditions I took THE WORST FALL OF MY LIFE THAT SHOULD HAVE KILLED ME. Let me describe it for the survival lessons it teaches, I quote:
“I decided for the report on my website I should include pictures of a wildflower in bloom at the lower elevations. I noticed some in bloom up a steep slope and pulled off the road. I’d been behind the wheel for an hour or so and as I started up the slope I felt very unsteady with awful balance. I even strangely thought, “Wow, I could use a hiking stick or trekking pole!” That I have resisted all these years as usually I had in my hands my camera, or my munchies. But, I finally got up to the flower, and on the uneven steep slope with rocks and sagebrush, each time I’d try and focus I would lose my balance, so sat down to get the picture
Then I started down, but completely forgetting what I have advised going down a steep slope—” ALWAYS LEAN INTO THE MOUNTAIN…because if you fall the OTHER WAY, YOU’RE MOST LIKELY DEAD!” See pages 563-564 of my book. All of a sudden I began losing my balance–one of the first things you begin to lose as you get older. I did my darndest with me feet to keep up with my body but couldn’t do it as all was happening so quickly and all of a sudden I went head over heels flying downward, apparently hitting the rocks a time or two I determined afterwards seeing the deep dirt and green scuff marks on the back of my shirt, then somehow quite miraculously my body got twisted around in the air–that saved me, before I hit the bottom so I landed with a thud on my back horizontally with the shock evenly distributed the length of my body. If I had of hit on any angle I would for sure have broke something. I laid there stunned thinking, “For sure there’s got to be multiple fractures somewhere–MAYBE EVERYWHERE!” I carefully moved one leg, then the other. Then each arm. I raised my head just a little, and then more. By then I was feeling warm blood on the back of my head. My left arm shirt sleeve was soaked with blood. I carefully sat up, and slowly got to my feet, and noticed nearby my Nikon camera with Zoom lens that separate from me somehow had come down the steep hill with me, dirty with dust, but back in the car I checked it out, and it too had survived without breaking anything. My first thought, I stupidly had violated the rule and NOT LEANED INTO THE MOUNTAIN. The second thing that came to mind: VERY LIKELY MY BACKPACKING DAYS ARE OVER WITH, BUT I WAS ALIVE! Thirdly, once again the supplements I promote in my “Anti-Aging Challenge” chapter in Appendix 5, primarily: Magnesium/Calcium and others, saved my body from any kind of fractures. I mention in the book Dr. Jackson saying, after my hip replacement surgery.
“Your bones are the hardest we’ve ever seen!” WHY? see Appendix 5
IMPORTANT NOTE: As indicated in the story of my fall, BALANCE is one of the first things we lose as we get older, and I’m convinced that some of those who have been lost in the Uintas and never found, very possibly–in the numerous dangerous places in the Uintas have just simply lost their balance as happened to me, and fallen into a ravine, or out of sight area, and are never found.
Like famous Australian backpacker ERIC ROBINSON doing the Highline Trail and disappeared for 5 years, before his bones were finally found at the bottom of a cliff–HE UNDOUBTEDLY LOST HIS BALANCE TRYING TO GET BACK TO THE HIGHLINE TRAIL, AFTER SOMEHOW GETTING WAY OFF COURSE. See pages 156-159 for all the details.
SO PLEASE….BE VERY AWARE AND TAKE SPECIAL CAUTION, especially in the first few days on a trip–until you get your “mountain legs working,” & IN DANGEROUS PLACES…..AND IF YOUR BALANCE IS LESS THAN NORMAL, I GUESS YOU’LL HAVE TO USE TREKKING POLES.
3. Consequently my back problems that were already bad–having had two surgeries with titanium appliances in my lower back, but now worse, with discs worn out and missing in my mid back, my spinal chord being pinched in those locations and the Doctors feel at my age and the nature of the problems its too dangerous to repair with surgery. The Dr. injected something into my spine, but its doing almost NOTHING! Consequently NO MORE BACKPACKING, JOGGING, but NOT GIVING IN YET–I’m doing daily my 40-50 good pushups, flexibility exercises, an 8 lb. barbell in each hand while watching TV, and walking every day at the American Fork Amphitheater park, climbing up and down holding onto the railing, and will…… somehow find a way to again do
“the impossible!”
....and I had to have my 3rd back surgery….but something went wrong. My right leg was dead, or in deep sleep, and I couldn’t walk anymore. I was confined to bed, and the muscles in my legs, especially the dead right one, began quickly disappearing. Seeing them reminded me of holocaust victims. I was shocked, and with the thoughts of me ending up in a Rest Home, had me going to work as I have explained in Chapter 1.
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